Onward

So the week has been ok...my knees have really been bothering me this week. Probably because it snowed...AGAIN!!! Haven't worked out much at all this week. Two days...I'm going to have to switch up my diet next week. Take the carb count down a little more. It's always easy for me to say not so easy to accomplish. The kids are all home for spring break next week. Should make for an interesting week.
Well I guess we'll just play it by ear....lol The story of my life...

Have a great week :)

Told you...

I really am horrible at keeping up with everything and this always falls to the wayside. Not a top priority...have tried to be good and watch what I'm eating but that has fallin' to the wayside a couple times in the past two weeks as well. I am not even going to step on that scale until the end of the month...one less thing to stress out over.

My 12 year old daughter is driving me crazy. The disrespect that comes from her sometimes is unbelievable. If I would have talked to my mom the way she talks to us, I would not have been sitting for a week. I have tried so much with her but nothing works so we resorted back to me talking and her ignoring again this morning...we sent her to an all girls school this year because it has a leadership program that was supposed to be terrific for helping with self esteem and independence. I haven't seen a change in her at all. She still won't do anything by herself. It drives me crazy...She also got her cell phone stolen from her locker at school. Which she knew that someone had the combination but didn't say anything...and still left her phone in there. Then to top it all off she didn't apologize at all just looks at her father and asks when she can have a new one....the nerve!!!!

Anyway...a new day...make it a good one:)

A new day...

The idea of all of this is intimidating...it's going to be fighting all theses cravings. I threw what I could out but some of it is hubbies and he's just not ready to give it all up. So the days are not easy and the nights are even harder...
So I will just keep plugging on and trying my best. I did have 4 cheezies am not a big fan of chocolate, I rarely have it, but it never fails every time I start cutting out stuff...I crave chocolate. The one thing I really don't care for. I've been eating way to many nuts...but there better then what I could be eating.

So all in all it's been an OK two days...

The rest of this week is going to be stressful so I guess we will see how I fair...

Wish me luck...

I am horrible at this...

I really am...it's one day running into the next and pretty soon a week has gone by. Then a month...I blinked my eyes and we've almost been in the new house for a year. It's crazy...
I found out on Monday that I have Osteoarthritis in both knees. I was really hoping for better news...oh, we'll just go in and repair it...you'll be good as new. At 41 it was and is a little hard to swallow... My right is worse then my left it's already starting to click...anyway I guess you have figured out that I have not been exercising...and yes I have gained my weight back...what's new. I can't seem to stick with anything I do.
So I'm starting again...back on track starting Monday! Cross my heart and not hope to die but hope to stick to my diet...an easy going regiment of yoga and Pilate's...hoping to buy an elliptical soon. The rest is strengthening my calf muscles...I guess we'll just see how everything goes...onward and upward...oops downward...

see you all on Monday...